Light through my scars

Scars were prominent and so was the determination... The scars one had on their heart somehow filter the light within them... There is no power in this world to dim that light that shines in that unknown smile...

Those who care for it not being real loose the charm they could bathe in.... Forever the Colors in the eyes are seen to those who know it's what it is....

Love remains for it births in a heart that knows only to grow it... The one that raises to it's rays knows what it's like to be the one...

Some might question it shall be broken and scared... But the heart that's pure still only knows to love... The broken can be mended the scars may fade... But the heart that lives to live shall live to be remembered....

The child inside me

I knew life wasn't that easy... But I thought as a child ... I lived as a child... I grew and m still a child... Deep down I know I should grow up... But my heart is scared of loosing faith in goodness... still want to get happy seeing colours... still want to cry when my heart can't carry the load... still want to hug someone until I feel safe.... want to listen to the songs and be lost until I want to comeback... still want to sit by the window and see the clouds forming different shapes and the sky changing colours...

dance in rain without thinking of anything... laugh loud... sing to my mood....

I do all of it... But every now and then someone or the other wants me to grow up like they want... Why does someone have to live by what the society has deemed being mature or grown up....

Isn't maturity to understand that be happy and never hurt another... Isn't it to live with the rule that your decisions should never effect someone else.... For me that's growing up....

I feel me singing or loving rain or colours are not going to hurt anyone.... So be it.... The child inside me loves the feeling of love... That's in love with love...and still knows the value of goodness....

I would say stay good at your heart... And let your heart love that child inside you... Cuz that's who brings goodness in us......❤️

Lesson life should learn too

It seemed a ray of hope touched my eyes..  My eyes were wide open.. it was not a dream.. it felt as if an unanswered pyarer suddenly was heard... It was just the hope that kept me going... I smiled, bloomed, lived for some more....

But life suddenly again turned up side down... Why is it that good time stays for just so much... Why is it not balanced out with the way sad times stay.... One day life might learn to balance it while giving us lessons to balance our life....

How is it that this super power forgets to reward the hard work a person puts in to keep it together... A saying gave me something to be proud of... God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soilder...

Does that justify the pain one goes through... Everyone has got one life so isn't it a person's desire to see some good time before his life ends or he should die fighting....

I don't get it... Why does this still doesn't justify... It's planned by god... So why is it unfair.... I will wait to see if I hear something from him for it make sense to me...😊 May Love win...May Hurt dispare... Hope lives in ❤️